Dear TAG,
I decided since I can't text you and tell you about my day that I would do this instead. Today was better than yesterday. Yesterday I felt as if a hole had been punched right through the center of me. Today, that hole is still there, but I understand it better. I'm sorry you felt the need to rid me completely, to erase me from your life. That never crossed my mind. I don't want to live without you ever. You are so much more than just a friend, you're my lover, my BEST friend, and the most wonderful woman I have ever met, bar none. I realize now just what a fool I've been, and vow that if you ever let me back into your life, you will not regret it, for I shall worship the ground you walk on every hour of every day. I do love you. The lie was in me saying that I didn't love you. I was fighting myself the whole time, instead of diving in whole-heartedly as I should have. I will never let that happen again. Regardless of what may happen, you will be the only one I will love for the rest of my life. I will always be here for you. ALWAYS! Never forget that please. When you are ready, if you ever are, please come back, and I will do what I need to prove to you that my love is real.
Love always
B
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