Dear TAG,
It's Tuesday, so here's your email. I'm really going to try and contain myself to one a day, but I don't know if I can manage that. I woke up at 4 a.m. after 3 hours of sleep today. Yeah, I can't sleep. At all. I hold Teddy in your favorite spot, but it's just not the same. That spot will never belong to another, I'm going to get your initials engraved on it. I'm so sorry for the pain and the hurt that I've caused, and I know it's all my fault, and I wouldn't blame you for never wanting to be with me again. I can, however, guarantee that if you do, I will make you the happiest woman alive, and will adore you like you deserve to be adored. Please don't give up on me. I know I want to be with you forever.
I did something else crazy today. I called J (the new boyfriend, told y'all I went a little bit crazy). I just felt like telling him thank you and to take care of you since I can't. He sounds like a good guy. I hope he makes you happy, but I know he will never make you as happy as I could. I know that. We belong together, and I will be here for you forever. There will never be a time or circumstance that could turn me away. Even if I never see you again, I will die with you as my true love. But I hope it doesn't come to that, for I love you more than life itself. I want you to know my family, I want them to fall in love with you too, then I want to marry you and have you as my wife. I'm sorry it took this to convince me, but it did. And I am. I will never again put you on the back burner or treat you as less than the wonderful woman that you are. Thank you for loving me, and for teaching me how to love. You did it, and I was just too much of a fool to realize it at the time.
Baby, please come back. I just want you in my arms again.
Love,
Always and forever,
B
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