A Good Saturday

My dearest TAG, my love,

Today was Saturday, and I woke up with zero motivation. I didn't sleep well, so that had a lot to do with it. It seems like I can't get more than 4 hours of sleep a night lately. I don't know what's up with that, but it's frustrating.

In any case, I snuck a nap in. My kids were being so good, playing so well together, and basically regulating themselves, so I took a short nap. Woke up feeling much better. I had great intentions of fixing the Saturn, but I decided it could wait, and I dove into playing with my kids. We had a really good morning, just playing games and enjoying each other.

The afternoon was spent at Chuck E Cheese. On the way there I had several errands to run, it being the first of the month, I had to take care of some bills. So the kids rode around with me while I did that. We just talked and chatted in the car, listened to some good music, and had a good time together. Of course the talk turned to you, they asked if you were going to go with us and bring your kids, I told them that would probably not happen. They asked me why, and I told them that it was because I had hurt you. We talked about love and relationships a little bit. Brevan said, "It's okay daddy. She's still your girlfriend." It just about broke my heart all over again.

In any case, Chuck E. Cheese was great. We had a good time, the kids were very well behaved. I'm so grateful for good kids. Thank you for your help with them when you were around. You were so good to them and for them. Thank you for everything you did to help me in my life and for loving me. I know it wasn't easy. But you did. And do.

I love you so much, my TAG. You are the only woman I will ever love. I will always be here for you, and will never forget you. You are the love of my life.

Love always,
B