Deafening Silence

My dearest TAG, my love,

I just experienced another pretty sleepless night. Those happen alot. Mainly because I start thinking about you, and I just can't quit. I have dreams, and you're in them. You're the first thing on my mind when I wake up, you're the last thing on my mind when I go to sleep, and you're on my mind every second of every minute of every hour in between. I think about you when I'm supposed to be concentrating on class. It's a good thing that I can multi-task!

I miss you so much. It's so much more than just a regular missing someone. I miss the way you look into my eyes, I miss the hugs, the quiet moments when we were just there for each other, and I miss holding you, knowing at that moment I wouldn't want to be anywhere else. Even though I didn't give you 100% of me 100% of the time, you got more of me than anyone else ever has.

I love you so much. I feel as if a part of me is missing. I want us to have a future. I want to be able to kiss you good night when we go to sleep, then kiss you good morning when we wake up. I want to be able to call you, just because, and you call me, just because. I want to be able to know that I can come home to you or you can come home to me. I'm so sorry I was foolish and cavalier with our love.

I promise you this, my TAG. I will love you like you've never been loved before. You will never regret one more day of your life. I will take away the hurt and the confusion and replace it with love, devotion, clarity, and peace. I will heal your heart, and you can heal mine.

Together, we are an amazing duo, an amazing couple. You are my lady, I love only you. Any other woman pales in comparison to you. You are so beautiful, and so amazing, and you have so many good qualities. I want you to know just how special you are, and I will spend the rest of my life figuring out how to do that, and helping you feel that way.

I love you forever, my TAG. I always will be here for you. Until I take my last breath and shuffle off this mortal coil, I will love you and only you.

I love you always and forever,
B