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My dearest TAG, my love,

My heart is so full today, I don't really know what to say or what to write or even what to do. It's a good full, though, not bad. No worries. I just love you so much, and I realized fully today that the decision that you make will be the right one for you, and that I will be okay regardless, because I do have your love, and I was fortunate enough to have you in my life. Hopefully I will be fortunate enough to have you in my life once again, for the rest of my life.

I'm so in love with you. I just wish that I had realized it so much sooner. Like a year sooner. If I had done that, then we would be married and living our happily ever after right now. I'm so scared that we will not have that opportunity, but I know that if that's the decision you make, then life will go on. Not a life that I want to live, not a life I will necessarily enjoy, but it will be a life.

I'm really focused on finishing school right now, just putting all of the time and effort that I would have normally spent with you or talking to you doing school stuff. It doesn't help take my mind off things necessarily, but it does help in my scholastic endeavors.

I love you forever my TAG, and I will do anything I can to prove myself to you, to prove that you can trust me and our love again. I love you so very very much, and I will always be here for you. with you right here, I'm a rocketeer, let's fly. You say the word, and I will be there. I will fly to your side, to be with you and take care of you. I love you forever.

I love you forever and always, with all of my heart and soul, and with everything that I am. I am yours forever.

Love always,
B